carb monkey still on my back

Yes yes carb junkie...still on my back. I didn't start on Aug 1st----I didn't have the carb binge I wanted to have...I went to Brents and had a hot turkey sandwich w/mashed potatoes...didn't eat the bread...and some chocolate chip rugella. I had Tommy's chili and onion hamburger and fries today after seeing that movie JULIE/JULIA (the butter!)but I am MAJORLY jonesing for tuna casserole with rice and potato chips. I have my weird grocery store phobia happening now which means I am weird about not going to the grocery store at all so that means drive thru or pizza delivery. It takes me days and days to talk myself into going to the grocery store...even just to buy the food I need to plan for the no carb thing.arrrggghhhh trying not to hate myself. Virginia and I used to call them "fairwell feasts" but this one isn't going too well. I also crave grapefruit and cantelope like crazy so I have to include those in the binge. Not sure when I will get to the store and start...tick tick tick tick....